Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Personal Hell

So I am feeling a bit ragged--- like I have seriously created my own personal hell... than again maybe I did. Anyways right now it is looking like I am going to be married by the end of January and a army wife right about the same time. I don't mind much of this as you know some of it is my idea its just that I was planning a wedding almost 2 years out and now I have 6 weeks. I'm thinking of down-sizing the wedding party but at the same point I would like it if the majority of the guest showed up. Than again if that's what I want I need to get the invites out soon, oh and I need to go get my dress altered, and who knows how long that will take. As i said personal hell as I have 3 weeks left of this semester.

Its cold here, snow falling outside, I desperately want to move south. And when I/We do move I'm going to have to do most of it myself as well as get the house set up and get myself back into school since I really want to finish my degree. I can't wait for the semester to be over I need a few days to just sleep, I am seriously just happy my stomach isn't acting up.